write it when i was dreaming...

我以为我忘了你，
就算心里依然存有对你的爱恋，
可是至少我做到不去想你，
不让自己的脑力有你的痕迹。

可是。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。
。。。
为什么晴天的世界也会雨的痕迹？
为什我找不到理由不在去爱你？
为什么我不能把你放在过去？
为什么晴天不能只是晴朗？
为什么你这样轻易就进入了我的世界？
为什么？为什么？为什么？
有谁能告诉我。。。。

{{Angel}}

其实....

其实...
我一直没有离开
只是你忘了我的存在
我一直都在
只是你忽略了我的存在
我一直没有离开
一直都在
只是你的心没有打开
让我一直都进不来
『『ANgel』』

怕.....

说真的...
我真的很怕你....
但觉得很爱你....
我怕没有你的寂寞...
我怕电话铃声响是赵薇我的却不是你...
我拍你生气我....
我怕有一天我非你想象的好....
我怕有一天....
我只是一个在你心中不需要的存在....
怕等于爱吗？？
我是怕你还是爱你??
如果这些都是爱....
那这样的爱幸福吗??
{{ANgel}}

ending of eu in my life..tis really last post for eu..T_T

其实这不是你的错....
我一开始认识你那就是一个大错特错...
我们俩别再错下去了...
一切在这画上一个完美的句点吧...
对不起....这些都是我的错...
我的部落格不会再有你......
所以当你看到这篇部落格时.....
你可以停止再view我的部落格....
因为我的生活不会再有你.....
再见。。。。
『『Angel』』

eu change my life...

haiz..
i canot forget tis day..
u noe i cry bcoz of u in skul...
no ppl c it b4...
my damn no mood face..
go to a corner crying alone..
i fell now all dy change ...
u dy change..
u nt the guy tat i noe b4...
although u nt my who..
bt i hope when i need u ..
u will beside me...
din have u ...
u noe the feeling is so loneliness n helpless...
hope u noe la...
anyway thanks for tis few months...
i also cannot blame much...
u dy acc me tis few months..
my hurt cured bcoz of u..
bt my new hurt start bcoz of u....
so i think deeply..
let us keep a distance ba...
i wont find u again..
i will delete u from my mind n my contact...
u pls dun find me again..
gv me a chance 2 forget u...
gv us a chance jz 2 be normal frenz..
tis will more gud to us..
sorry for all of tis..
maybe i really 2 selfish...
no matter wat i wont change my mind...
let keep tis between us enough...
i will learn 2 pass my life witout u...
tears drop again..
sorry here..
i really cannot continue writing our memorize here..
last blog 关于 eu...
byez 2 u forever...
{{ANgel}}

thanks u all..

my mood really bad..
quite sad bcoz of tat..
thanks eu all de caring..
although my mood is so bad bt i can fell eu all de care...
i noe tat day my mood really swhow it so clearly...
totally nt same wit me....
actually tis jz true self of me..
bt do u all noe?
i jz pretending in my life...
nt i wan...
bt i have no choice....
my mood really so bad u all noe?
i dunno hw....
fell so helpless..
i dunno wat u wan...
u din even care my feeling at all u noe?
wat u say quite hurting me u noe?
U DUNNO....
nevermind..
maybe tis also a type of luv..
promise 2 myself n u...
i wont hurt bcoz of luv again....
sorry 2 frenz again...
wat u all tell me i din hear seriously..
i also dunno wat u all are saying bout..
my heart is not there....
sorry..
i jz replying u all wit a crying smile....
sorry..
no heart geh..
n sorry 2 leng zai sis...
i no heart push u de..
the reason i also dy tell u..
thanks for u de 体谅....

frenz eu all de care i really feel..
really thanks...
really sorry..
i luv eu all..
muackZzzz..
{{ANgel}}

i mind it...pls dun do it agian..

sorry for wat have i done today...
i really no heart de...
bt pls dun do tat again..
i really hate u all using frenzship as a joke..
i mind it..
i damn mind it..
u noe u all do lik tat make me fell very dissapointed..
i noe today my respon is too 过分 also..
so very sorry here..
i noe some of u all ge keep on viewing my blog..
so sorry here..
i really no heart...
i noe our frenzship will b forever...
frenz forever....
i luv eu all...
muackZzZZzz...
gt u all such best frenz really is my 福气....
u all r so important for me....
luv eu all..
{{Angel}}

moody...

i few day tis few day our relationship reali 疏远 le much..
maybe all tis is bcoz of him..
i promise u will keep a distance wit him le..
i will do it..
believe me..
gv me sometime..
i sure i can do it..
hope our realtionship will like b4 tat la....
freNZforever.....
eu r my best frenzZzZzzzzzzZZZzz

hope we will bek 2 b4....
n sorry for wat i done..
reali sorry...
T_T
i reali regret le..
{{Angel}}

happy day....sorry for doing such ugly thing...T_T

14/3....
des,happy birthday 2 u....

morning morning go skul for activity so sienzZzz lol...
accidently sleep jor when acticity..haha
luckily nobody noe...^^

afternoon do something quite fun in my life..
swim in raining day....
make me cough...
T_T

den go sunway de winter warmers eat dinner.....
love there....
tis few days go there quite freequently lol..
safira jz bside sunway...
so when swim den go so 方便lo....

den bek house...
nth do...
gum diamond do something(secret)haha
den spend 2 hours finish it......
feel quite happy finish it...
bt sorry 2 u bcoz nt quite nice lol..
T_T
sorry lolx...

i found my andox family lol...
3 white 1 black..
haha
tat all for today lol..
quite tired dy..
sick lolx....
wan oi oi le...
do piggy le.......
tata lolx...
..........................................ZzZZZZZzzzzz.....
.............zzzzZzzZZZZzz................................
..zzZZZzZ.................................zZzZZZZzZ......
........................................sleep jor....
{{ANgel}}

thanks cow+piggy dear...

today so so happy lo..
chating wit dear ....
y happy lo...
bcoz he 愿意open webcam 5 hours lol..
chating liao no nid sleep...no nid study le...
den failed my sej...T_T
suddenly feel so sick lol..
den morning still vomit...T_T
tat time i really nid panadol...bt my house no...T_T
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panadol i so luv u ..bt y i cant find u lol?
T_T


after sej paper i feel like dying bt still nid 2 exam science...
finish science le tat time i feel so 辛苦 lo...T_T
luckily my gud gud gud best best best sayang me de dear take panadol gv me eat..
thanks dear so much yea...mUaCKzZZZZzzzzzzzzz..........haha
lolx...
tat panadol let me recover a bit lol...
bt i no eat thing jiu eat it le...T_T gastric....

den finish skul le...happy holiday le...
go apex celebrate wit buddy...snap lot of pic..when free will upload here lol...
den go skul toilet zi lian-ing wit buddy...

buddy...our frenZzZZzzship is endlesssSSssSsss.....

tat my life for 13/3...
tmr some 1 birthday lo...
i wish him happy birthday at here first lol...
happy birthday yea....
tat all for today..
quite tired le...
b4 end thanks most sayang me de pig+cow+andox monster dear first..haha...mUaXXXzzzzzz
{{AngEL}}

why?why?why?i dy try my best le...

why i cannot concentrate on my study?
why?why?why?
mind always thinking stupid things...
i dy try my best 2 control myself bt y stil cant??
i seem lik a idiot of my mind...
i so tired ...
i need rest....
when examing i also cannot pay attention do my exam paper...
do 10 minute den draw table...
den do again....
i dun wan life lik tis..
y i cannot life without conflict?
y?tis is my only way isit?
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bt quite happy buddy still care bout me...
love u alll....my bf{best frenz lol
dun think 2 much...
since i promise u all i will concentrate i will do it de...
maybe i think 2 much le....
i care 2 much de....
is time for me 2 let go useless things....
continue my happy life.....
promise 2 myself i cannot bcoz of tis kind stupid thing effect my happy image all the time....
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I WILL BE HAPPY!!!!
{{Angel}}

thanks frenz..

erps..
today exam MATH n ENGLISH lo..
math so difficult lo..
english very hard too.
tortoise,rabbit n monkey thanks 4 ur all teaching me math lol..
sorry lo..
let u all no nid eat at recess time for teaching me math..
bt luckily a mei wan help u all buy bread..
u all r my best buddy lo..
n tortoise dun always say a+b=C+d lo..
no ekonomi nw change 2 lik tat lo..
anyway lik u guy much....
thanks again...
if i pass maybe belanja u all eat leh..
^^
n thanks 4 u all de novel theme de notes lo..
thanks guy..

Exam Life

exam life lol..
hate it..
today de malay sure very cham de la..
essay dunno hw to write...
T_T
novel no study tio...
T_T
Bahan rasangan dunno write wat point..
T_T
Science dunno hw 2 to so much
T_T
..
tmr math n english...
my poorest subject..
wat i hope is dun failed tis 2 subject..
i so so so regret no hear teacher explaination while maths period...
T_T...
english..gt pass jiu gud le..
T_T
my house wan banjir le..
full of my 泪水。。。。
less on9 lo...
『『Angel』』

turning to a cow from a pig..bt same lazy..(i nt mention me lo,mention a lazy cow)

lalala..
today so happy lolx..
at last dear open webcam let me c lo..
at first say 30 second...
bt at least i think at least 30 minutes...
lalala..
my dear nt pig le..
bcome cow le..
lazy cow..
other cow so hardworking except him..
mostZzzzz lazy lo...
he see tio tis post sure kill jor me de..
lalala..
kill lolx..

next time mz open webcam too yea..
lalala..
muackszZZzzz..
{{ANgel}}

hate dear...(dear fast come read)

today de mood so so sad leh..
my only dear bully me...
lazy piggy dear bully me..
dun wan open webcam lol..
he noe i today very sad bcoz of something..
he still sengaja let me cry de..
hate tat lazy pig dearzz...
dunwan gud wit him le...
he dun wan open for me bcoz his house gt another dear...
so sad...
hate him much.....
hng...
argh..
$%*&#@
{{ANgel}}

buddy family....muackZzzzzzz

buddy...i luv u alll...muackzzzz.....
feeling so freely when wit u all..
kidding together..
playing together..
sad together...
happy together....
planning together...
saying secret together...


many memorize between buddy yea....
buddy forever....
muackzzzzzzzzzzzz...
i luv u all yea...

{{Angel}}

school life...

2009 quite happy skul life..
tis year de class quite happy lol..^^
er...
meet lotsssszzzz of buddy in tis classs..
kap together..
siao together...
sad togehter.....
play toghether.....
lotsss lotsss thing happen lolx...
i luv my classs....

erps...
let say bout my classs......
er....gud gud classs....
bestzzz bestzzz frenz....
all gal very leng lui...
alll guy very leng zai..
all like siao kia...
haha...

to frenz...
kts:our ass monitor...haha..dun so flower la u...
cjh:erps..u?gud gud guy..haha...single now..leng lui can try to flirt to him lo..
ksy:er....lcl de wife...haha...noee urself lol...
lmh:our class de most leng lui gal...v zai de lui lui..haha...dunno is real de ma...
lcl: a guy tat very cool...dunno act o real la...eh..teach beside u de learnt more from u la...haha...dun wan mention learn wat lolx...he luv ksy..haha..
v zai:many ppl de screct de admire..bt bt bt...he look like GAL....i call him gal...leng lui gall...bt he is guy..haha...some1 in our class de fei wen dar dar..
yeng2:a guai guai lui...bt when she kao zai damn geng de...
oxy: bout her....bt when i noe i will update this blog..haha
fkh:our class de "dai go"haha...
cch:erps..pattuoing nw..damn xin fu..haha
jing xian:she call jing kiam...hahah...match wit jun kiam
ming qing:quite cool lui lui...she love her nike bottle muchies...
lcy:a guy tat very lik to opposite wit ppl de...
kcs:quite quite boy...bt when joke damn cool...=_=lll
ch'ng gy:erps...a librarian...nyc de fei wen lui lui...
ljw:librarian too..very xin fu lo...gt a very luv him de guy same class wit her always caring her...XD
shi wen pai lei de monkey:haha...u admit u is shi wen pai lei lo...monkey^^
rabbit:feel quite happy talking wit u...we 2 quite "tou yuan" geh...frenz 4ever...
bsm:i noe she luv hu...she luv book...n also she luv LAQ..haha...
laq:we always talk bout wat is luv...haha...xin fu gal also...we always have "girl talk men out" gathering..hehex..
tortise:i luv ur pencil box...n i wan tell u i dun wan eat paper le...i wan eat pencil box le..n pls dun talk bout ekonomi le la..i noe u wan pikat hu yea...
tjx:jun kiam..haha...lmh eye de most handsome guy..haha...bt lmh u have to dissapointed le..bcoz he is specialized for jing kiam..2 also kiam..haha
wen junE:cute cute gal...very xin fu also o...nwx de............dunno wat lol..haha
emily:a responsible leng lui...big leng lui lolx..
shea yee:monitor!!!like 2 ponteng...so xin fu also..haha
ghw:cute lui....ur hair long le la..no nid sad le lol...
why:a very man bt very leng lui gal gal..when siao like siao po..very serious better b serious when she serious..haha
sls:a gal like to dream..haha nwm wife..dunno is truth de ma...a very luv story book de lui lui...
ltl:a very gud de runner...gs too o...quite responsible geh..
asj:leng lui...fast chase...bt u will have many competator..haha...
ngan:luv ch'ng de gal yea...yai yai...
lwf:u dun always act cool n so qun la....
hwq:the class most quite gal lo...bt very clever de lor...
pjx: the most like siao po de gal...sot jor...haha(lazy piggy de dear)XD
tqm:a very very gud result de gal...get whole form 29 b4 lolx...secret secret..shuh...dun wan tell ppl...haha..
cyh: when u say till she dun like de thing take broom bit u ar..haha...ketua kebersihan...
slg:u will feel she very serious ..bt actualy she very geng in kidding n funnying geh...
lsp:a very cute cute gal...serious...same class 2year wit her..bt still nt noe more bout her lolx..
nwm:math king..pro leh him...sls de ..........noe urself la...
cwk:a very unknown guy..sometime guai guai...sometime very siao de..haha...
tws:ppl call him black dog...tat day math teacher at class call him black dog too..hehex..
kzw:loving ljw guy..bt pls gv her some spacing lo...i thinks she need lol...luv is sacrifice wat...


haapy 3a3....happy classs......memorize bwt us..i think when do class shirt tat time sure more many many memorizezzzz waitng for tat dayd yea....luv u guy...muackzzzzz...frenz forever lol...
{{Angel}}