tired...stress...dissapointed...conflict...thanks...n sorry...

hMm....12-9-09...
1 happy day for the guy tat close wit me...
chu bday...hmM...happy bday frenz....
buddy forever..
the momment we together....
really unforgetable...
bside tat allex bday too...
hmM..
let me talk bout today wad happen to me...
it is quite a sad day for me..
early morning wake..
go skul for stupid activity..
fuck off...pmr 25 days more..u call me go there waste time??!!
bek reach home....
dunno y today totally hav a bad mood..
maybe buddy they din believe me??
haiz....
NO MAtter hw.....tis is fact...i cant say anything..
belive it or nt up to u guy la...
wan ask him jiu ask dao full la..
cause he really noe nth

fine...6 go tution..
b4 tution we go food court eat stuff...=)
we eat lok lok n char keow teoy...==
den late for tution..
hmM...today quite crazy while tution..
all their fault..
take my phone go phone ppl..==
den while talk talk talk...
they told me something...
hmM....
should i belive??
i really conflict.........................
i feel sad...
i feel down if it is the truth.............
bt maybe i dare nt noe de truth...
i dun wan noe..
i dun wan ask again ....
i jz hope if it really happen................no next time.....
if really no happen....sorry for misunderstanding eu....
i dunno..
i feel helpless.....................
the feeling really omg....
i feel tired when i hear it??
i dunno.....
i m so dissapointed.........
tution till half....
gt 1 we dislik de ppl phone...
hMm....she ask chu wan wad present..
chu dun wan her present also..
keep on find so many reason tell her no nid..
bt she insist wan..
still wan go my jie de shop buy wor..
omg...vivian n melody them wont do ur sales de k?
they dy noe hu r eu??
stupid!!!
XD
i din mention hu..pls dun 对号入座。。。。
bt also need thanks eu for believing chu for tis being time..
cause...we noe wad r ur truthy heart...
it is really cruel....
bt wad gonna we say is...
u cruel we will b more..
dun try 2 challenge us..

night...after tution..chu go cha yuan celebrate bday wit tian them...
hMm...while me go celebrate wit allex them...
it is go high today..
bt maybe cause i m too down today ..
cant join u guy well..
feeling so damn nt wellt_T
i bek earlier........
sorry n enjoy.............
jxin....
u nt very much frenz de mie??
bt when the momment u really feel something wrong..
u text those ur frenz....hu even reply eu...except kor..
kor i wont blame u much..cause u r working..
n those frenz....i also cant say anything lol..
jz can say me own find de...nth else....t_T
haiz.....
suan le....
as wad some1 say..
i too secretive...
no wan even noe wad inside my heart...
gt also a few...
yea really..
cause i dun think i can belive any1 ....
cause the result of believe end out is betray.....

JxIn..
dun feel down dy..
dun use wine to forget all....
wake!!!
gosh....
afternoon de stuff jz tot din hear b4 k?
maybe it is very serious for eu..
bt maybe it is jz a fake thing tat so qiao3 he2...
put it down...
u will c the blue blue sky tomorrow...
tired n stress..
dissapointed n conflict..
this 4 word only can describe hw m i noe...
sorry n thanks 2 frenz....
_MiLky JXiN_